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貌似彭帅前几天参加了一些密谈。今天,一家“独立”的法国体育媒体L'ÉQUIPE报道了他们对彭帅的采访,其中彭重申自己没有“消失”,她“没有任何性侵指控”,并且她的那条微博被“严重误解”。但根据AP News的披露,整个采访过程并没有多么独立,相反被严格控制着,“没有持续追问,访谈的问题是事先提交的,并且全程由中国奥组委的官员陪同并负责翻译”。在L'ÉQUIPE发布这则消息约3小时后,参与安排L'ÉQUIPE这次采访的国际奥委会更新了一则声明,称其主席巴赫已经与彭帅在北京奥运俱乐部约饭成功,席间攀谈了他们共同的奥运经历,却无视引起大众深度关切的问题。这或许是因为国际奥委会选择让彭帅自行决定会面的内容,在她由于中共的干预显然无法自行决定的情形下。关于彭对“外界严重误解”的指责,我将她的原文与热度最高的推特用户@RaducanuIN的英文译文列在下面,供葱友评判后者的准确性。顺便说一句,彭在她的那条微博里对她发出那篇长文后会遭遇的命运预测得蛮准确的,就是“以卵击石,飞蛾扑火。”现在她已然成为了一个提线木偶兼人质。
It seems that some clandestine meetings took place for Peng Shuai in last several days. Today, an "independent" french sport media L'ÉQUIPE has published a report on its interview with her in which Peng reiterated that she "never disappeared", there was "no sexual assault allegation" from her, and her post has been "enormously misunderstood". Yet, the whole interview process was not quite independent at all, but on the contrary, fully under control with "no sustained follow-ups, questions submitted in advance and a Chinese Olympic committee official sitting in on the discussion, translating Peng’s comments from Chinese," based on AP News' revelation. After about 3 hours, IOC who took part in the arrangement for theL'ÉQUIPE's interview updated a statement that the IOC President Thomas Bach has dinned with Peng Shuai at the Olympic club in Beijing, sharing "their common Olympic experience" regardless of the issues that have raised the public's deep concern, probably because of their choice to leave the content of meetings to Peng's discretion which are apparently being manipulated by CCP. With respect to Peng's reproach of "an enormous understanding from the outside world", I list her original post and the most popular English translation by a twitter user @RaducanuIN as follows for Pincongers to judge the latter's accuracy. In the original post, Peng predicted her fate after the accusation very well by the way, which is like "throwing eggs against a stone, and a moth darting around a flame." Now she is kind of a hostage as well as a puppet.
我知道说不清楚,说了也没有用。但还是想说出来。我是多么的虚伪不堪,我承认我不是一个好女孩,很坏很坏的女孩。大概三年前张高丽副总理你退体了,找天津网球中心的刘大夫再联系到我,约我打球,在北京的康铭大厦。上午打完球,你和妻子康洁一起带我去了你们家。然后把我带进你家的房间,和十多年前在天津时一样,要和我发生性关系。那天下午我很怕,根本没想到会是这样,一个人在外帮守着,因为谁都不可能相信老婆会愿意。七年前我们发生过一次性关系,然后你升常委去北京就再没联系过我。原本埋藏了一切在心里,既然你根本不打算负责,为何还要回来找我,带我去你家逼我和你发生关系?是我没有证据,也根本不可能留下证据。后来你一直否认,可确是你先喜欢的我,否则我也不可能接触的到你。那天下午我原本没有同意一直哭,晚饭是和你还有康洁阿姨一起吃的,你说宇宙很大很大,地球就是宇宙的一粒沙,我们人类连一粒沙都没有,还说了很多很多,就是让我放下思想包袱。晚饭后我也并不愿意,你说恨我!又说你这七年从未忘记过我,会对我好等等……我又怕又慌带着七年前对你的情感同意了……是的就是我们发生性关系了。感情这东西很复杂,说不清,从那日后我再次打开了对你的爱,后来与你相处的日子里,单从你人相处你是一个很好很好的人,对我也挺好,我们从近代历史聊到远古时代,你同我讲万物的知识再谈到经济哲学,聊不完的话题。一起下棋,唱歌,打乒乓球,桌球,包括网球我们永远可以打得不亦乐乎,性格是那么的合得来好像一切都很搭。自小离家早,内心极度缺爱,面对发生这一切,我从不认为我一个好女孩,我恨我自己,恨我为什么要来到这个世界,经历这一劫。你同我说你爱我,很爱很爱,来生希望在你二十岁我十八岁时我们就遇见。你说你很孤独,一个人很可怜,我们有聊不完的天,讲不完的话,你说你这个位置没有办法离婚,如果你在山东时认识,还可以离婚,可是现在没有办法。我想过默默无闻就这样陪着你,开始还好,可是日子久了慢慢的变了,太多的不公与侮辱。每次你让我去,背着你你妻子对我说过多少难听侮辱的话,各种冷嘲嘲讽。我说喜欢吃鸭舌,康洁阿姨会冲着我说~咿真恶心。冬天北京雾霾我说有时候空气不太好,康洁阿姨会对我说,那是你们郊区,我们这儿没感觉。等等诸如类似的话说了很多很多,你在时候她不这样说,好像和我们一样,两个人相处时是一个样,有旁人时你对我又是一个样。我同你说过,这些话听多了心里特别难受委屈,从认识你第一天到现在没用过你一分钱,更没通过你某去过任何利益或者好出,可名分这东西真重要。这一切我活该,自取其辱。从头到尾你都是一直让我保密和你的一切关系,更不可以告诉我妈和你有男女关系,因为每次都是她送我去西什库教堂那儿,然后换你家的车才能进院里。她一直以为我是去打麻将打牌,去你家玩。我们在彼此的生活中都是真实生活中的一个透明人,你的妻子好像甄嬛传的皇后一样,而我无法形容自己多么的不堪,很多时候我觉得我自己还是一个人吗?我觉得自己是一个行尸走肉,装,每一天都在装,哪个我才是真的我?我不该来到这个世界,可又没有勇气去死。我好想可以活的简单点,可事与愿违。30号那天晚上争议很大,你说2号下午再去你家我们慢慢谈,今天中午打电话来说有事再联系,推脱一切,借口说改天再联系……,就这样和七年前一样“消失了”,玩玩想不要就不要了。你说我们之间没有任何交易,是,我们之间的感情和钱,权利没有任何关系,可这三年的感情我无处安放,难以面对。你总怕我带什么录音器,留下证据什么的。是的,除我以外我没留下证据证明,没有录音,没有录像,只有被扭曲的我的真实经历。我知道对于您位高权重的张高丽副总理来说,你说过你不怕。但即使是以卵击石,飞蛾扑火自取灭亡的我也会说出和你的事实。以你的智商某略你一定否认或者可以反扣给我,你可以如此玩世不恭。你总说希望你母亲在天可以保佑你,我是一个坏女孩不配为人母,你为人父也有儿有女,我问过你就算是你的养女你会逼她这么做吗?你今生做的这一切日后心安理得的去面对你的母亲吗?我们都很道貌岸然……
I know it's not clear, and it's useless to say anything about it. But I still want to say it. I know I'm a hypocrite, I admit that I'm not a good girl. I'm a very bad girl. About three years ago, Vice Premier Zhang Gaoli, you retired. You contacted Dr. Liu from the Tianjin Tennis Center and asked me to play tennis at the Kangming Building in Beijing. After playing in the morning, you and your wife Kang Jie took me to your house. Then you took me into your room, and just like when we were in Tianjin more than ten years ago, you wanted to have sex with me. I was very scared that afternoon. I didn't expect it to be like this, with someone standing outside the door guarding. I couldn't believe that your wife was ok with this. We had sex seven years ago, and then you were promoted to the Standing Committee, went to Beijing, and never contacted me again. I originally buried everything in my heart. Since you were not going to take responsible for our relationship, why did you come back to me, take me to your house and force me to have sex with you? I have no evidence, and it was impossible for any evidence to be left at all. Later, though you kept denying it, it was you who liked me first, otherwise I would've never been able to even contact you.
That afternoon, after I refused you, I just couldn't stop crying. I ate dinner with you and your wife. You said that the universe is very big and the earth is just a grain of sand in the universe. We humans aren't even big enough to be a grain of sand. You said many, many things, just to make me let go of my mental burden. After dinner, I still didn't want to do it, so you said you hated me! You also said that you'd never forgotten about me in the past seven years and that would treat me well etc. I was afraid, I was panicking, but I was also carrying all the feelings I had for you during those 7 years. So I agreed. Yes, we had sex.
Feelings are a very complicated thing, and it's hard to explain them clearly. From that day on, I reopened my love for you again. Later, in the days I spent with you, I discovered that you are a very good person, and you also treated me quite well. Our conversation ranged from modem history to ancient history. You talked to me about your knowledge of the world, and we talked about economic philosophy and other endless topics. We played chess, sang songs, played table tennis, billiards, and of course tennis, which we could always play happily together. Our personalities were so compatible, as if everything matched. As someone who left home when I was still a child, 1 have this extreme lack of love in my heart. In the face of all this, I never thought I was a good girl. I hated myself, hated why I should come to this world and experience this disaster. You told me that you loved me, loved me very much, and that you hoped that in the next life we would meet as a 20 and 18 year old. You said that you were very lonely and that you were very pitiful. We had days where we couldn't stop talking with each other, on topics which had no end. You said that you couldn't get divorced due to your current position. If we had met while you were still in Shandong, you could've still got a divorce, but now there was no way. I thought about being hidden and staying with you like this. It was fine at first, but slowly things changed over time, and the injustice and insults grew. Every time you went away, your wife would say all these ugly and insulting things to me behind your back, her words dripping with mockery and sarcasm. When I said I like to eat duck tongue, your wife would tell me ~ Eh, it's disgusting. In winter, due to the smog in Beijing, I said that sometimes the air is not so good. Your wife would tell me that the air was only bad in my suburb, and that she didn't feel it. She said a lot of things like that. When you were around, she didn't say anything like that, acting as if she was one of us. I told you that your wife's words made me feel very uncomfortable.
From the first day I met you until now, I haven't used a cent of your money, and I haven't used you to get any personal benefit for myself. But reputation is really important. I deserve it, and I take the humiliation for myself. From beginning to end, you made me keep our relationship a secret. I couldn't even tell my own mother about us, even though it was my mother who sent me to our agreed meeting spot, where I would switch cars and then go to your house. She always thought I was going to play mahjong or cards at your house. In each others lives, we were but a shadow of who we really were. Your wife acted like the empress from the TV show "Empress in the Palace", and I can't even describe how unbearable my situation was. Sometimes I wondered if I was still human. I felt like a zombie, pretending every day to be someone else. Which was the real me? I shouldn't have come into this world, but I didn't have the courage to die. I really wanted to live a simpler , but life was not to be. On the night of the 30th, there was a lot of fighting. You said that we would go to your house in the afternoon on the 2nd and we would talk slowly. Today, you called at noon and said you were busy and you would contact me later, postponing things. Your excuse was that you would contact me again the next day... And just like what happened seven years ago, you disappeared. You played with me, and when you didn't want me anymore, you discarded me. You said that there was nothing transactional about our relationship. Yes, our feelings had nothing to do with money and power, but I have nowhere to put down my feelings for you from past three years, and it is difficult for me to face. You were always afraid that I would bring a sound recorder, leaving evidence or something. Other than myself, I have no evidence. There are no recordings, no videos, only my story. I know that for you, high-ranking Deputy Prime Minister Zhang Gaoli, you said that you are not afraid. But even if it's like throwing eggs against a stone, and a moth darting around a flame to destroy itself, I will speak the truth about us. With your IQ, you will deny it or give it back to me. You can be as indifferent as you want. You always said that you hope your mother was looking out for you from heaven. I am a bad girl and l am not worthy of being a mother. You are a father with a daughter. If it was your own daughter, would you force her to do this? Will you face your mother with peace of mind after all the things you have done in this life? We are both sanctimonious...